untitled
3/18/96


'i've been here before' she says sitting on top of the parking garage
i want to ask her what she means
but i already know and i wait too long
i don't think she wants me here anyway
but i can't leave i'm afraid she'll jump
she cuts herself on brick walls
and she cuts her chin
she's cutting me inside
i can't speak
i'm afraid of what i'll say
i don't think she wants me here anyway
i should speak with her
but i am so afraid
she's everything in my world
and i love her more than anything any time
i don't think she wants me here anyway
she's running away sitting on top of the parking garage





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